revisit

haven been blogging for a while.. lack the motivation and energy to blog.. haha
guessed i've been too happy slacking and enjoying myself in the hols tt i've become too lazy to do anything.. but this has been the hol i've been dreaming to spend during the hectic exam period.. shall have no complains =)

a few events took place during these past days but im just too letargic to update and upload the pics.. haha.. i think it might take me a while to get my blogging momentum back..

just a sudden thought tt there are many contradictions i face..
wana go out but hate the crowd..
wana slack but too much slacking gets a lil bored..
wana watch online shows but i get tired after one episode..
wana be a child but ppl around me constantly reminds me i'm gg to graduate and work in half a year's time..
wana be happy but there isnt anything to be truely happy about
wana be nonchalant about certain things but it gets back to me
and many many more...

AND HOTMAIL IS GETTING SLOWER DAY BY DAY!!!
i dunno it's due to my connection or hotmail is overflooded..
so i decided to get a new account at gmail..
this shall be my email account.. beiyinbengs@gmail.com.. the same as the hotmail one except for the missing _..
cant stand waiting ages for hotmail to load..

and the rambling goes on..